3rd M♥nth

Today we are celebrating our third monthsary. Rolando has sent me this: :)

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To my dearest Rolando,

I cannot begin to tell you how much I love you so maybe I'll just begin this little love letter by thanking the Author of Love for blessing us with this beautiful love story unfolding day by day before our eyes. Thank you Father. :)

Wow! 3 months! Congratulations for surviving three months worth of mood swings, hang ups and hunger strikes?! Hahaha! :) I bet you miss me and my foolish ways. I miss you too! I long for your warm embrace and your mountain-sized encouragement telling me "we can do this." Well... we did! 3 months!!! Thank you dear for breaking my defenses. I can honestly say I'm a more forgiving person now because of you and your love that gives me the power to change bad habits. You are simply the best! I love you.

With all the love in the world,

Lai

Bleh and Blah Days

I don’t know If I’m just PMS-ing or what. But really, there are days like this. Days when I already feel tired as early as 10:00 AM, already contemplating of cutting my work at 11:00 AM to be at home with my messy but oh-so-comfy bedroom, already dreaming of escaping this country at 12:00 PM to be with bf. :)

I miss writing. I really do. Not because I’m actually good at it. No, I’m not. It’s just really therapeutic for someone like me who has a tendency (or sickness?) to be melancholy. I’m actually writing in between work, not that I don’t have much work to do. There’s plenty of it that I don’t have a single right to breath (So sorry Lord, grace please).

Of late, I’ve been asking God for directions. Not that I’m in a crossroads of opportunities. It’s otherwise. The thing is I feel stuck. I so wanted to be in that state again... but in Christian life they say that there are no accidents. I keep reminding myself that wherever I am is in God’s blueprint. I’m only seeing tidbits of His master plan because I'm so shortsighted, not to mention faithless. But really, there are days that are just bleh, bleh as in uneventful, unmeaningful, irrelevant.

I know that in life, there will be days like this. Maybe it’s just up to me to perk up and to decorate this boring day of mine.