For You Lord Tonight

Dear Lord,

What I'm feeling right now is overwhelming. I've tried putting them into words but words don't come easy. Maybe because I'm holding back so much or perhaps, I've overanalyzed the case. I don't know. I'm confused. I know that you are concerned for all of me and that even the matters of the heart shall be aligned to Your Will. I'm so scared Lord and I'm so happy at the same time.

This wonderful feeling strikes me every now and then, every waking moment since that one sweet night. And if this wonderful feeling is a glimpse of love, then God must have created LOVE so well. That when one feels it, it can change one’s life forever.  Someone has awaken something in me, some feeling I never know existed. But I need time. Time to figure out and time to pray for these. So till then.

Help Lord, please help me try to understand. I submit to Your Will. If You say wait, I shall. If You say no to this, would you please let me know before I let all my guard down and make something fool of myself? I'm begging Lord.

This wonderful feeling strikes me every now and then, every waking moment since that one sweet night. And if this wonderful feeling is a glimpse of love, then You must have created LOVE so well. That when one feels it, it can change one’s life forever.  Someone has awaken something in me, some feeling I never know existed. But I need time. Time to figure out and time to pray for these. So till then.

Goodnight,
Lai